yes people..

this blog is officially closed..

punta nlng kau d2!!!

ang bagong blag ni manong kulas

ayan..

bale ang la2bas eh prang lyrics site nlng i2..^^

this is SeKiGaHaRa's last post..

`ja


-off-

errrrrr..
antagal bago nag-update..
andami kcing gawain eh..
everything's hectic..
nagsa2bay-sabay ang acads, org, at kung anu-ano pa..
d bale..
kya ko ito! ^______^

ano na ba ang nangyari.?
wla..
ganun pa rin ang takbo ng buhay natin..
well,
except cguro na na22loi na ung band auditions namen for my org's fair..
masaya d2..
kakanta kmi ng acoustic na anime songs..
aus dba.?
mejo kinakabahan na rin ako dhil mlapit nang matapos ang app period namen..
add to that my ES1 na d ko alm kng drop na ba or hinde..
errrrr..
hinde dapat tau nag-iisip ng gnito..
dapat positive..
kya ko ito! ^______^

kaso kung depressed ka..
d mo rin ito maga2wa..
..
syang ang rockestra.. TT______TT

Mag-quote tau sa kanta ng mayonnaise..

Life to me is very real, a miracle that I can feel
Everytime I try to sleep, I dream of you, it feels so real
Everytime I try to breathe, I suffocate and start to bleed
All of this because of you

hmmmmm..
kesong-keso dba.?
nailagay ko ito dhil may bumabagabag saken..
isang tanong na hindi ko masagot..
sino ba c YOU.??
..
still undecided..
..
still confused..
..
still needs time..
..
*sigh*

oh, well..
sana lahat kaio ay masaya at nabubuhay na puno ng galak..
andami ko pang ggwin..

`ja


sometimes people don't see how important they are in your life..
sometimes others don't feel what you feel for them..
sometimes those people we consider "special" never get to know what we want them to know..

ahhhh..
but it only happens sometimes.. Ü

ahhhhhhh..
damn the past week..
well, not exactly the past week..
the past three days to be exact..
why.??
lemme tell you..

last wednesday,
math17 2nd long long exam..
was it hard.??
DAMN STRAIGHT IT WAS!!!!!!!!
a different prof made the exam, that's why it was hard..
errrrrr..
and to top it all off,
midterms is scheduled on wednesday..
super errrrrr..!!!
so hectic.. @_@

just yesterday,
received the ES long exam..
guess what my score is.??
54.5!!!!!!
errrrrrrrr.. *grits teeth*
just 6 points more and i would have passed the damn exam..
but what can i do, i suck at geometry..

right now,
i'm typing my n3 in english..
..
and i suck in english!!!!!

tama na nga..
naka2ilang mag-ingles amp!!!

d lang ako bd3p..
mejo depressed pa ko..
2 days straight kming wlang math..
xempre, d ko xa nakita for 2 straight days..
TWO STRAIGHT DAYS!!!!!!
nmn..
..
nakakamiss..
..
sobrang nakakamiss.. -____-

sigh ~

arrrrrrggghhh!!!
binisita na nmn ako ni mr.sniffles..
ayoko ng ganitong lyf..
kya..
kanta nlng tau..
dhil masaya nmn ako ngyn khit onti..
khit sobrang basura ng boses ko..
well, dti pa nmng basura boses ko eh.. XD

me napansin ako..
antagal ko na plang d nagpo2st ng kanta..
at antagal ko nang d nagba2go ng kanta sa profile part ko..
include ko na rin ung..
antagal ko na plang d nagpa2lit ng layout..
hmmmmmm..
klngn ko na plang aksyonan i2ng blog ko ehe.. ^_^

kya uumpisahan ko na..
since nara2mdaman ko na "panahon na nmn.. ng pag-ibig.."
quoting a song from rivermaya..
kung ano anu yun, find it out, it's a great song.!
kya e2 ang listings ko for my new songs..


Ewan Ko
Soapdish

Di mo sinabi
Pero may nagsabi
Gusto mo yata kasama ka palagi
Pero ewan ko, ewan ko

Ubos na ang pera sa kaka-lakwartsa
Gusto mo yata palagi kang kasama
Pero ewan ko, ewan ko

Napapansin mo na yata
Nakakahiya naman
Gusto lang naman kitang titigan

Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
Napapangiti hindi ko alam ang dahilan
Alam kong hindi pupuwedeng maging tayo
Pero minsan nag-iiba ang ikot ng,
Ang ikot ng mundo

Susmaryosep! Ang dila ay sumabit
Napahiya na
'Di na makalapit
Pero ewan ko, ewan ko

Pero napapansin mo na yata
Nakakahiya naman
Gusto lang naman kitang titigan

Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
Napapangiti hindi ko alam ang dahilan
Alam kong hindi pupuwedeng maging tayo
Pero minsan nag-iiba ang ikot ng,
Ang ikot ng mundo

Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
Napapangiti hindi ko alam ang dahilan
Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
Napapangiti hindi ko alam ang dahilan
Alam kong hindi pupuwedeng maging tayo
Pero minsan nag-iiba ang ikot ng,
Ang ikot ng mundo


Kahit Pa
Hale

Muling lalapit
Ang liwanag sa paligid
At ang tinig
Na sa akin nagsasabing
Hindi mapipigil ng mundo
Papatunaan ang pangako

Dahil kailangan ka
Kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba
At kahit pa
Hindi papapigil sa mundo
At sa umagang darating
Lahat ay aking kakayanin
At kahit pa ikaw lang at ako

Huwag mong iisipin
Ang mga harang sa atin
At ang ihip ng hangin ay darating

Bigla lang titigil ang mundo
At ang lahat ay maglalaho

Hindi ko man hawak ang panahon
Maging ang ikot ng buhay
Basta't ikaw at ikaw pa rin
Ikaw at ikaw pa rin


Just a Smile
Barbie Almalbis

I wanna tell you everything,
Easily won't you come up closer
I want to, hear you breathe

I'm walking down the street
I'm lost at sea
But out of the crowd you smile
And you're all i see

You make me feel like i
Can get lost inside your eyes
I feel closer to the sky
When you save the day
With just a smile
Just a smile

I wanna meet you someday soon
'cause i know you in my mind
Everything will be different
When i have you right beside

You can take the whole wide world
With your boyish (waaa.. it's wrong!!! girly dpat pag ako ka2nta.. XD) charm
But even as you pull me close
I won't just stay in your arms

You make me feel like i
Can get lost inside your eyes
I feel closer to the sky
When you save the day
With just a smile

Well it's for you and everyone
I thought i've searched the world in vain
Now look at me
And the search is done
We will never be the same
Not the same.

You make me feel like i
Can get lost inside your eyes
I feel closer to the sky
When you save the day
With just a smile

Oh you make me feel like i
Can get lost inside your eyes
I feel closer to the sky
When you save the day
With just a smile

Just a smile, a smile
Just a smile


Pink White Blue
Mayonnaise

I know, im not the one you're thinking of,
Coz i am your past, and i'm gone.
So what now? coz i know this will be very hard,
To go back in time..press rewind.

Coz you don't know what i really feel,
You don't know what i really mean,
You don't know my..
you don't know my name and the pain..

You're my angel in my own heaven,
Life is a miracle.
Its so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

I know, i'm not the one you're dreaming of,
And i'll be home soon for you.
So help me, to swallow this bitter pill,
So i can fade away.

Coz you don't know what i really feel,
You don't know what i really mean,
You don't know my..
you don't know my name and the pain..

You're my angel in my own heaven,
Life is a miracle.
Its so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

Life to me is very real, a miracle that i can feel.
Everytime i try to sleep, i dream of you and it feels so real.
Everytime i try to breathe, i suffocate and start to bleed.
All of these because of you.

I know, you don't need me anymore
Can i die for you?

You're my angel in my own heaven,
Life is a miracle.
Its so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

You're my angel in my own heaven,
Life is a miracle.
Its so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.


bago ung last song..
na sobrang pinakamaganda to the nth level!!! (ayyy.. coñio..)
sa2bihin ko lng senio na klngn nio itong mapakinggan..
e2 ung kanta na sobrang bi2hagin ang inyong puso..
pramis!
get the cd!
dl the mp3!
there's nothing to lose!!! ^_^
..
nga pla..
dedicated ito saiu..Ü
(nyorks! pra nmng alm nia ung url ng blog mo bugok!!! at kng alm man nia, pra nmng pa2nsinin nia..)


Beautiful
Velcro

Beautiful eyes
You seem unreal
You seem too perfect for me
Beautiful mind
You are so real
You make my senses feel

You came into my life
You took me by surprise
When I'm so used to being alone
But I am so sure
That you're the only cure
For this restless heart

Be mine today
I'm yours forever
And come what may
We'll have each other

Beautiful shape
None can compare
No one can help but stare
Beautiful face
Intimidating
You leave me yearning for your embrace

You make my dreams come true
I'll do anything for you
I want to be there by your side
I need you that's a fact
I would go to hell and back
If that's what it takes to tame your heart

Be mine today
I'm yours forever
And come what may
We'll have each other

You're beautiful
In every way
You're beautiful
Everyday
You're beautiful
So beautiful, beautiful,
Beautiful

You came into my life
You took me by surprise
When I'm so used to being alone
I need you that's a fact
I would go to hell and back
If that's what it takes to tame your heart

Be mine today
I'm yours forever
And come what may
We'll have each other

Be mine today
I'm yours forever
And come what may
We'll have each other


halata ba.?
me napa2ncin kau.??
may coherence ung songs.??
hmmmmm..
sbi ko nga..
"panahon na nmn.. ng pag-ibig.."
kng d nio magetz, mage2tz nio rin yan.. ^_^
hahayzzzzz..

`ja~ (since d ako marunong mag-columns pag html, ang haba ni2, sobra.. -_-)

P.S.: pxnxa na.. poor ako eh..

nyarnyar!!!
tinamad na nmn mag-update ng blog..
ehe..

wlang pasok sa monday!!!
well..
kming mga taga-UPd wla..
maliban nlng dun sa mga mag-ra2lly..
sa wakas..
mahabang tulooooooooooooooog..
naghi2mutok na ung mga eyebags ko eh..

naka2iyak ung exam namen sa ES1..
madugo..
sobrang madugo..
pro aus lng nmn DAW pumalya sa unang examen..
bawi nlng sa mga su2nod..
nyer~
sna makabawi..

ano pa ba ang mga pangya2ri.?
well..
d na ko 2matambay sa masci tambayan sa AS..
full-time na ko sa org ko..
at malapit na ung acquaintance party..
weeeeeee..
sna maging masaya kming lahat..

speaking of masaya..
masaya ako!!!
naki2ta ko na ung diversity at nara2mdaman ko na ang excitement ng UP life..
khit mejo stressful at naka2pagod at naka2tunaw ng utak..
cool, este..
kewl nmn..
at memorable..

about the "stressful at naka2pagod at naka2tunaw ng utak" thingy..
to2o yan..
compared with masci, mlmng dpat mas stressful ang masci dhil mas mrami ang subjects..
pro inde ganun eh..
una sa lhat, wla kang solid classmates..
ung tipong plagi mong kasama..
wla kang ka2long na laging nnjn..
it really is every man for himself..
maliban dun..
gabigat din ng extra-curricular sa college than in HS..
tapos..
ang "academic expectations" sa college ay di hamak na mas mataas..
mas pinipiga ang utak..
mas pinipiga ang nakatagong talento..
pro aus lng..
challenge nga d ba.??
pagkatapos nito, sobrang "great" ka nmn..
un nga lng..
mahirap pagsabayin ang 2 reaction paper, isang report, isang problem set, 2 test, 2 assignments at extra-curriculars sa org sa isang linggo..
get the picture.??

ka2yanin nmn lhat ng ito eh..
iniisip ko lng plage, "kya ko 'to! it's my choice and i know it's all worth it."
tsaka kung may inspi-chan ka nmn madali lng lhat yan..
tulad ng cnabi ko dti.. ^_^

hahayzzzz..
sa to2o lng..
andami kong nami2s..
..
lakwa tau ulet..
gs2 ko na kaio makita..

'til next n3..

`ja~

toinks!
e2 na nmn tau..
kwentuhan..
na wla nmng pinupuntahan..

astig ung assignment namen sa CW.. ( Creative Writing - para sa mga d naka2alm )
gmuwa daw kmi ng "hate" poem na direct to the point..
katulad nung isang reading namen kaso all about having a crush un..
ung samen, about hate..
at nagulantang ako sa aking ka2yahan na magisip ng ganung klaseng poem..
basta..
post ko d2 pag na-check na ni mam..

nanood kmi knina ng fantastic four..
comments.?
mlmng fantastic ang special effects..
kaso prang may loopholes sa story..
pro it's my personal opinion tsaka d nmn ako ganung ka-familiar sa istorya nung comics..
in general, aus nmn..
ur typical superheroes brought to life in the big screen..
a dream come true for some, ika nga..
tsaka khit d ako na-convince nung story..
andun nmn c super hot babe jessica alba..
who looks even hotter when she dons the skin-tight costume..
dun pa lng bawi na ang bayad..
hehe.. ^_^

hahayzz..
in less than what, 3 weeks.?
mid-terms na..
ibig sabihin..
simula na ang bagyo ng exams..
andami na ngang naka line-up eh..
ES sa sabado..
Bio nxt friday..
ung Kas report ko this week at mga reaction papers..
weeeee..
e2 na ung matagal ko nang hinihintay na challenge..
ung pampaalis ng boredom..
..
sna kayanin ko..

'til next time folks!!!

july 6..
hmmmmmmm..
ano bang dapat ikwento tungkol sa araw na ito.?

first of all..
monthsary namen..
monthsary namen ng UP.. ( kla nio kung ano no.. XD )
isang buwan na akong "isko"..
and to sum up the whole 30+ days..
kya ko nmn i-take ang workload..
naha2ndle ko nmn ang acads at lahat ng skulwork sa ngyn..
naba2lance ko nmn ang oras ko..
over-all it's good..
at sna hnggng sa katapusan ng sem ay gn2 pa rin ang istado ko..

pangalawa..
officially applicante ng UP AME na ako!!!
wla lng..
kya ung ERG bka nxt yir nlng.. ( kung aabot ako ng nxt yir.. -_- )
hirap kc ng proseso sa AME eh..
oh well..

pangatlo..
me taong me bertdey ngyn..
kaso d na nmn nia ko ili2bre..
haaaaayyyy..
in any case..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

and about the last n3..
pxnxa na mejo na-paranoid lng ako sa mga pangya2ri..
ehe..
it's for me to know and for you to find out..

aiun..
sna ang mga buhay nio ay maayos at masaya din..
til nxt tym.. ^_^

hahay..
isang masamang araw na nmn sa buhay ni gouki..
pagod ako sobra to the max..
napakademanding kc nung swimming..
tapos ggwin ko pa ung report ko sa Kas1..
sna tlga ung prof namen true to his word at sa friday pa ko magre2port..
pra nmn d mxadong crammed ang dating ko bukas..
pro bahagi lang yan ng dahilan kung bakit masama ang araw ko ngyn..

hmmmm..
you could say that a plan backfired..
kc nmn ang sbi ko ilag2 lng ako - sabihin kung cno tlga ako..
inde ksama ung ita2nong kng pede kong kunin ung number nia..
bka akalain nun na mxado akong nagfi2ling..
errrrr..
naalala ko ung nangyari pinsan ko..
ung "di pa nanli2gaw basted na"..
ako mas matindi..
"di pa nagkakila2 basted na"..
weeeeeee..
as in W-E-E-E-E-E-E-E..
d nmn ako galit pramis..
it's just that wla akong mukhang maiha2rap bukas pagpasok ko sa kwartong iyon..
..
anyways, bka d nmn ako typ nun and i'm my just wastin' my frickin' time..
kya cguro hnggng ngyn d pa rin ako inaaprub sa prenster..
given the scenario, we're worlds apart..
well..
*sigh*
let's see what's goin' to happen..
..
so much for that..

d nmn lhat ay masama..
naka 44.5 / 50 ako sa 1st long test nmin sa math17!!!! ( woo-hoo! magsaya! )
bale 89% un..
at sa grading mga 1.25-1.5 un..
cool!
astig!!
A-Y-O-S!!!
sna tuloy-tuloy na ito buong sem..

sna tlga matapos ko ung report..
just in case..

wish me luck.! ^_^

arrrrggghhhh..!
an sakit ng ulo ko..
prang isang endless migraine..
kc nmn..
d tlga magandang combination ang stress, sinusitis at radically-changing weather..
naisip ko..
kng pumunta pa ko sa concert kgbi..
mlamang nakaratay ako ngyn sa kama..
kya mgnda na rin cguro ung inde ako nkapunta..
tsaka me report pa akong ggwin sa Kas1 kya bwal magkasakit..

nais ko nga plang magpasalamat kay Lord..
kc andali nung test sa math!!!
AAAAAYYYYYYYYUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSS!!!
pro teka..
alm nio ba ang dahilan kung bkit daw mraming pumapalya sa math17.?
over confidence..
kya dpat wak mxadong makacguro..
bka nga ma2ya andali nung test pro ako me lowest score..
weeee..
sna nadalian din xa..

aus din ung ES..
balik persyir hayskul kmi..
multiview projection at naalala ko na nmn c mam lee..
sna nga puro gni2..
khit na magulo at naka2hilo..
bearable nmn at malaki ang room for corrections..
indi ung gumalaw lng ng onti ung compass mo sa geometric construction, inaccurate ka na..
sna madali rin ang exams d2 pra mataas ang probability ko 2 pass the 1st sem..

aus din ang UP AME!!!
sobrang aus!
aside from being anime-related..
astig din mga pinag-uusapan d2..
khit mostly ay puro babae cla..
liberated ang topics..
anything goes..
kya astig..
ehe..
bumabalik na nmn ang elem days ko..
kaso imbes na puro la2ke..
mga babae nmn ksama ko.. ^_^ ( d ba kevin??? )

o xa xa..
pa2sok pa ko..
hanggang sa muli..

(hmmmm.. npa2dalas na gamit ko ng salitang "AYOS" ah..)

weeeeeeeee..
anong petsa na..?
hehe..
tinamad ng gumawa ng n3 pra sa blog..
kc nmn..
andami ko na ring gnagwa..
and wat's there to write about..?
...
ay teka..
mrami pla..

well, mlapit ng humantong ang 1 buwan mapatos akong maging iskolar ng bayan..
at nara2mdaman ko na ung pressure kc mrami na akong gnagwa..
lalo na sa hinayupak na ES at Kas subjects ko..
lalo na ung ES, kung alm nio lng..
er..
na-adik na rin ako sa gunbound coz u can do anything you want in your free tym..
at mahirap kung may sipon ka at pumapasok ka sa UPd..
based from experience ito people..
tsaka dapat d ka umaatend ng mga orientation kc ung samen ang galing nilang manakot..
mhirap daw ipasa ang math17..
naisip ko, pano pag nada2lian ka.?
then there must be sumthin dat's totally wrong..
at patay-patay tau nyan pagdating ng panahon..
mhirap din daw, in general, ang kurso ko
kya nmn bagong study habits ang kinakailanagan pra makatagal..
tsaka andaming tibak (aktibista) na nagkalat sa skul..
wen u want peace and quiet..
they'll surely ruin your day..
anyweiz..
the perks.?
may anime org cla at tenx to dem napanood ko na ung naruto da muvi at napatunayan once and for all na bakla c sasuke..
bout the tibaks..
beneficial din cla kc nabro2dcast sa TV ang kanilang mga pinagga2wa..
at maaari kang masulyapan ng kamera..
your 15 seconds - or less - of fame..
tsaka maraming aksyon na naga2nap sa campus..
at hinihintay ko ang mga posibleng mangyari considering our country's situation.. (bloodshed!!! destroy!!!) *snicker*
comprehensive din ang pagturo..
tsaka masarap kung PE mo ay swimming..
sayang nga lng at gender exclusive na ito ngyn, meaning hiwalay ang boiz klas from gurls, d ka2lad dti na coed..
tsaka marami kang naki2tang tao..
ung mga sikat..
at ung mga nagpa2sikat..
isa pa ay open sa lahat ang mga tao pro dey have the initiative to keep their noses out of other people's private business..
equality is present; mapa-estudyante, mapa-teacher or mapa-visitor, pantay-pantay taung lahat..
tsaka madalas ay may banda kang maki2ta d2 na tumutugtog..
especially kung may event or sumthin..
kaso nga lng, hnggng ngyn ay d pa rin ako pinapakawalan ng mga magulang ko..
haaaaaaaaayyyy..
pro sbi nga nila, patience is a virtue..

xempre d maku2mple2 ang araw mo kung wla kang dahilan pra pumasok..
"inspiration" as they say..
at buti nlng, pers subject pa lng ay ganado na ko..
kaso, hanggang pers subject lng..
kc dun ko lng xa kaklase eh..
kung minamalas ka nga nmn oh..
sna polsci nlng ang kinuha ko pra mas madalas kmi magkita..
kaso nga lng..
it's my least favorite.. (sigh)
oh well..

nasambit ko sa aking nakaraang n3 na "der's sumthin missing"..
aking nara2mdaman na prang may kulang sa aking buhay..
and sad to say, d ko pa rin malaman kung ano ung void na iyon at kung pano ko ito malu2tas..
if you ask me, kontento na ako sa ngyn..
...
bka dahil school-sick lng ako..
nami2s ko ung mga tao sa hayskul..
or maybe bcoz of me bein paranoid at kinakabahan ako sa aking acads..
o kya..
dhil matagal na akong wlang social lyp..
at ito'y dahilan lng ng boredom brought about by the monotomy of everyday lyf.. (wow! naisip ko tlga ito.?)
or baka nmn dhil matagal na rin akong hindi naka-jamming..
hmmmm..
watever the reason..
sna mawala na ito kc it's slowly becoming a distraction..

unga pla..
panalo cla obi-wan..
obi-wan ginobili..
sayang..
epal kc c duncan eh..
...
kng d nio nga pla napa2ncin hnggng ngyn..
malamng-lamang ay piston fan ako..
d bale..
there's always a next tym..
at sa nxt tym na un either phoenix na or pistons ang mana2lo.. ^_^

xa xa..
me ggwin pa ko sa math at me take-home plate pa ko sa ES..

gud lak sating lahat!!! ^_^